Take Two

I have one thing to say to you my dearest, Pond's Cold cream.  Everyday, twice a day, more if you can manage it. What?  I said to myself, what is my aunt saying to me? Yes that's what I have been using for many years and it has helped me retard the...

Cold cream, everyday, twice a day

I have one thing to say to you my dearest, Pond's Cold cream.  Everyday, twice a day, more if you can manage it. What?  I said to myself, what is my aunt saying to me? Yes that's what I have been using for many years and it has helped me retard the...

I get it wrong every day ...

I hardly ever get it right.  Consistently, in retrospect, the ‘wrong’ comes winging in, walloping me with a horrible feeling up the side of my brain. It is then that I realize, Oh no! Those words communicated this or that belying my intent.  In...

The 23rd and me...

People. I can't be with them for very long and neither can I be without them for too long a time... (even when they infuriate me, I end up missing them). I am thinking that there are many of us who feel this way.  I would gather to say, a greater...

Painful Doubt

Doubting is painful. It tears shreds of our soul, tingling our nerve endings acutely. It winces in our bellies, the loneliness piercing our entrails coldly. The underneath shakes and trembles, threatening our balance... It happens. More often...

I Want To Say... Phuck You.

So... this is how I feel today... no problem, it is certain to change. I want to say phuck you to the person who decides what is 'correct' in my house.  Martha Stewart heads my list. I want to say phuck you to the person who visits me, remembering...

So This Is Nirvana

In thinking about Nirvana, I wondered what would Nirvana feel like.  I wondered what I would feel if I was in Nirvana.  After much thought I decided it would be joy. I wondered if Nirvana would be perfect.  Then dismissed this since perfection can...

A Jjjustme Inspiration

This week while reading Jjjustme's blog, I was impressed by one of her phrases.  To me, it was a beautiful description of the present moment. I wondered if the writer, Jjjustme, while writing it, had a completely different intent.  But isn't that what...

Cognitive Bias

Stuck inside our subjectivity, we can remain stagnant in our misery believing that our struggle has no answer. Our misery, created by the negativity of this world, remains intact burying deeper into our soul spreading its roots until it names itself,...

ooooh... aaah... yes... do me ... do me...

Every once in a while I drop to my metaphorical knees and worship music.  Every once in a while I open widely and feel reverence for its existence.  Every once in a while I can't stop myself writhing in pleasure as music caresses my inner...

Lack Looms

I see you, oh creature that looms,  ignited by sparks from the flint of lack. A flash and quickly my existing abundance is gone.  Suddenly what remains is you licking your lips and saying, "How very little there was.  What a wasteland this is." And...

another go at free will...

The free in free-will is not something 'free' unless one understands the paradox that accompanies this loosely used term.  Free will is the ability to assess, speculate and make a choice.  Free will is about controlling what one does. However, the...

Checklist to feeling pathetic

Checklist to Feeling Pathetic   (Rhymes with Orange, Hilary Price)       Choose someone and compare your self unfavourably to them. Examine your face in the mirror and note all the flaws. Relive awful and embarrassing moments that...

And one more time with meaning...

A human being is a part of a whole, called by us, a universe, a part, limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest … a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This...

Remembering Purpose

"I can do it." he said with the confidence of one who has not yet experienced the reality of a challenge. "Are you sure?" evolution asked, "It's a formidable task." "Yes! This level cannot evolve unless legions accept the challenge. The time has...

The Oneness Dimension

In the 1800s a doctor proposed a suggestion not based on empirical proof.   Although his suggestion was a result of mere intuition, he bravely,  nonetheless asked his colleagues to consider washing their hands before attending their patients.  They...

Hacked! You may be too!

The Penetrator of My Account... of course this could be anybody's photo who the actual hacker is using.... Well isn't that even more interesting... I copied the photo but it disappears off the blog once posted! Well how very interesting. ...

The Inner Evolution = The Silent Revolution

The way of this world is to compare and grapple for the top seat.  In so doing, we learn the values of our society and then emulate them as close as we are able.  We clone ourselves; we strive to 'ape' our society's elite design. In doing this, we...

You Make a Difference

Matter does not exist as the solid we take for granted. All matter originates and is maintained by relationship. The solidity is an illusion. If the nature of the relationship changes, matter is transformed. The relationship is a frequency, a...