You Need To Watch This

A brain scientist underwent a stroke.  As a scientist she used the opportunity to watch herself and study her own brain undergoing massive changes.  This video is her talk about what she discovered about her brain.  It is inspiring and made me cry.  I...

Free Will Is Illusion

No matter where you are in your life, no matter what your details are that surround and define your day to day; whatever you awaken in, when you say, “How come I find myself here?”, you are where you were destined to be. Free will is illusion. We...

Stop For A Moment

A video text blog that may be whisked quickly and promptly by Youtube...    

I Am Not Then What Am I

I am not Religious. I am not Agnostic. I am not Gnostic. I am not an Atheist. I am a Presentist. I don’t believe in any doctrine. I have no faith in anything. I do not trust anything. I am a Experiencist. I am an atom. In this universe...

I Want Things To Go Smooth!

In conversation with a dear one the other day they said, “I just want things to go smooth. Just smooth! What’s wrong with wanting things to go smooth?” And I answered, “Wanting things to go smooth is wanting things to go your own way.” They were...

Losing At The Craps Table

Someone suggested action will change what-is and in following that option, I act. I write out what is and hope this expression-action will help change what-is. Ever standing at the craps table in my favourite Los Life Casino, I leaned forward and...

Where Is The Change-What-Is Button?

(there is solace in music, thank you john, embrace me with your words) It is today, a day never been, that I write to express a surprise found in me. And all that I knew, up to this second, was there a hint that this would be? Oh...

Don't Hate Me

Hate, a steely cold, an icy freeze that rises within us to deaden the pain caused by others. A temporary respite while we gather strength to withstand the full blast of agony awaiting to embrace us. Hate is a defence survival mechanism that aids...

When Will This Working It Out Ever End?

    (original drawing, euni, 2010)   Well here I am, yet once again, working out this confusion I call life. Will this *fucking* working-it-out ever end? My blank page smiles sympathetically answering, “My dear one, not until your...

What's Wrong With ... YOU?

Once upon a time there two energy forces who fell in love. One was named Fast and the other was named Slow. When Fast first laid eyes on Slow he became completely smitten, besotted. Her languid movements, her graceful sways, her fluidity were...

Fawck, I hate titles.

I am poised on an invisible plank teetering atop a hard beach ball. My purpose is to keep balancing this plank from kerplunking off to one side. I am ever struggling to find the right balance. First I sway too far one way then compensate by leaning in...

From The Other Side Of You

I have started this blog several times. Each time, after watching what begins to flow from within me, I backspace and wipe out the black scratches. The page is rendered blank once again. I am inhibited to allow the whatever to rise and breathe. ...

One, One, One-One

Ah… there you are my friend, waiting for me, patiently offering me the freedom to whatever will flow from me.  I have missed you my blank page. I have been away on an adventure. An exploration of things never seen before, a block of time, without any...