My Insane Ego

These days, I have a kinder inner critic or in other words, my ego is less afraid. But hey! one can't blame that ego for being concerned about my well being.  Its job is to protect the ward under its watch.  And in its divine purpose, it wants only...

Nobody Calls

Nobody calls... a thought, incorrect but arriving all the same. And if I hadn't been watching, it had already wrapped its arms around me and was taking me down. I am alone...  came waving its banners, head respectfully bowed. Stop, I cried, I won't...

Throwing it up

Nagging.   And unless I work you out of me, the nagging will continue and eventually enter into a crack it finds  in me.  Not very difficult since I am full of cracks.    If I don't pay this nagging the attention it desires, the cause of it, as yet...

Exercising Will

When the sadness came today, I looked at it with courage and stood my ground.  It seeped in all the same. A sadness carrying a note from my subconscious informing me of the lack that it sees. Having in the past held esteem on these notes, I waiver...

Let's See Who You Are

I press send, satisfied that my offered expression will be understood. At first, while sending, there are no thoughts of whether my words will or won't be understood, no doubt but the pleasure of communicating with you. But soon, as mind will, the...

At My Loneliest

At my loneliest, the winds whisper, "I am here." The music enwraps me in its embrace, elevating me and setting me free. My breath connects me.  I expand, floating gently... I awake at a  movie screening in an empty theatre; a private showing for...

A soul on soul

In this, my private corner of the universe, I respond to the urge and write. A creation that, as yet, has had no other preferential quotient placed upon it, except mine. In this space, there are no critics except for the one that others outside of...

In Love

In passing, the wind caresses my face. It pushes against me, pressing me relaxed. The whispers of rustle enter me as my lungs draw a breath. My lips, parched, urge my tongue past my teeth. A warm, wet, sweep sensation and a breath out. My mouth...

Suddenly

The puppet did not know he was a puppet. How could he know? He had no awareness that he was a puppet. Without this awareness, he moved only when his puppeteer desired. And what would he do if he suddenly understood that he moved only when some...

Fear is our friend

If I am, a child, innocent, joyous, sensitive, intelligent and creative awakening in this world, in experiencing its violence, would I not fear? We are born in a way that sparks our survival instinct.  We are pulsed violently out of a perfect...

WOW

Wow.  All these friends visible.  Is it true?  Are the lights on, finally? at Thoughts.com clubhouse. Can it get better than this? It is a question I ask myself, often these days, as I practice paying attention to what's wonderful in...

Human Nature is NOT Human Nature

Sometimes interacting with this world overwhelms me.  This is usually caused when I understand once again, a large part of humans are psychopaths.  I witness complete self servicing behaviour. People often use the phrase, "Oh well, that's human...

There You Are

Ah there you are my friend. Ever faithful and reliable aren't you? Not like the others at all are you. While others have their own agenda, you accept me for the me that I am becoming in this second, don't you? While others need to be this or...

Love as a Dimension

What if love is not a feeling but a dimension?           What if this dimension is available through solitude as well as with another? A dimension is the space or size of a something.    It is the extent of a something.  Considering how often...