Desire or I Want More

Why do I want more? What arises in me to urge me to want more? If I was satisfied, would I want more? These questions are not simple. They are complex and exceedingly uniquely personal for the person undergoing desire. What is desire? ...

Taking Charge

The controllers were pissed. They, not the controllers, had figured it out. Shit, they were not controllable now. Fear was fading as they connected and shared knowledge. The controllers were helpless. The wave was too large, they could...

A Profound Blankness

This blankness crawled towards me. A blankness, a nothing, an empty space. I stared at it wondering what was required. The blankness stared back and said nothing. Yet like a siren vibrating an invitation, the blankness called to me. I...

Regret: What a Waste of Time!

Regret is a process of the brain that unless monitored, wastes our precious time. Regret achieves very little unless it is to pause, learn a lesson and move along. But we don't do this do we? We remain in regret, figuring out a way to change what...

Struggling Emergence

She struggles to emerge from the binds that hold her as she struggles. She wiggles, she shimmies, she gyrates, she pulses, she stretches. The promise of release from within her bondage, urges her desire. And she strives to free herself from...

Short Focus

Being in the flow, is going nowhere, travelling at the speed of light.   euni-II

A Question Of Joy In Self Analysis

In my last post, I received comments suggesting that my self analysis may inhibit my joy. This viewpoint is not surprising as I have heard this throughout my life, over and over again. What is surprising is that the same people who suggest this...

Freedom of Expression in Blogging? Give Me A Break

Does blogging deliver the freedom of expression it seductively promises? From a reaction, one of my responding comments received on my last post, to other observations, I can only answer no. And why does blogging fail to deliver freedom of...

The Trap At Thoughts.com

  My reasons for blogging keep changing the longer I continue blogging. Now after two years here, I am assessing my journey thus far. I was attracted to blogging I thought, for one reason, but I discovered, by engaging myself, the reason I...

The Twist In Stardom

Liking to be liked. Needing acceptance. Desiring admiration. A hindrance, in discovering one’s soul. The closer one moves to stardom, the less one moves toward’s one’s soul. However it matters not, if one is not seeking one’s soul.  

Alone In A Mob

There was no leader. There was however ever someone in front. Misperceiving what they saw, they believed there was a guide. An overview would reveal, as witnessed from a relative stance, that each new idea, for a time, leapt, fronting their...

I Know Better and Best

Comparison An attribute that perceives variance. What one thing is against another. What one thing is in relation to another.   Would we know what blue is, if we didn't compare it to red? Would we know the what of anything unless we...