We All Need...

 We all struggle to fit. We all want acceptance. We all need to know our existence matters. We all wish for love. We all hope we are home somewhere. No matter what casing, no matter what compilation of talents... no matter who...

Going Home

Because Vevo prevents some of us from opening their media stream, I have added another source. Music Playlist at MixPod.com   This morning, wee hours of the morning, I come to you, “Oh blank page, there you are, will you spend...

Words and me

I come here where the words wait for me, they open their arms and invite me into their solace. Words that grasp my joy and my pain transforming them into a neutrality I can bear. They give unconditional love. They listen without judgement. They accept...

Aimless Love... Awareness

I am posting this because of a comment from JoeBob on my last blog. I think we differ on the definition of awareness and so, instead of using my own verbiage, I offer  Billy Collins' words that do a far better job of explaining than I could ever...

Hell, it's great to be me!

Passion is a wondrous and frightening entity. Although neutral as a general characteristic, nevertheless it commits to a fury of emotional quotients that, undeniably, presents a challenge in balance. It is an intensity of emotion, it is an...

Sensuality On A Tuesday Evening

It was a surprise. They were both astonished into paralysis.  A chance meeting, a moment, a blip in time, an opening in the now and suddenly each stepped through an intimate rip in infinity, a crack designed by their DNA, a slide in and clap! They...

Down, down, down... the rabbit hole.

Down the rabbit hole, whoosh, just like that. No warning, just wham and there she is tumbling over and over, in free fall, arms flailing, legs askew and spread apart by the force of the gravitational pull. Her mind stunned by the surprise, gapes wide...

The More...

A True Snippet Out Of My Life... I had become conscious of a critic residing within me. A critic that was strangling my soul in a death-embrace. A critic who found nothing I did, excellent. A critic who analyzed me and communicated how unlike the...

Passion

 I am the Universe I am expanding I am... What do we do with what we cannot share? How do we withstand having a truth, unable to offer it? What do we do with our passion if it cannot be transformed into actuality? Passion blocked in our...

Finding Eternity

The clues are there. It is not what it seems. Fear comes smiling, grinning widely, snickering. But it matters not. It matters not. Disappointment comes again but it’s okay this time, I am within her and watch her as she hurts. The suffering comes...

4 am and me

4:15 and I awake. It has been a long time of practice. I have been diligent in my focus. Pulling myself again and again into the present moment rather than being in the past or the future. I have been practicing the Buddhist philosophy since I was...

The Child and The Unicorn

It is long, she walks this terrain, wild and steep. The dangers aplenty, await, lurking to strike. And as planned, while in white, the dark finds her alone one fine day. The dark, slithers with cunning, reaching in for her prize. Skilfully adept he...

Perfection versus Bliss

Again this new lover of mine, whose face I know, yet faceless, rouses me from my sleep at 4am. He seems to care not whether I need sleep. He arrives, fills me and has his way with me. An exciting energy spreading up from my sexuality... erotic,...

Greunie Pledges Herself to Thoughts.com

I hereby decree, the undersigned, my total pledge to Thoughts.com. I will vow to continue here although the evidence deduces something other than success. I will not flee to other sites as the caretakers of this wonderful portal struggle creating a...

The Force

Four in the morning and her yes snap open. The woman feels a hand over her mouth and the sound of a woman whispering. It is the Muse and she has come for her.   The Muse says, “Sush, my child, do not make a sound.”   The woman does not...

Disquiet

Disquieted ... drawing back, curling in, hiding.    An error in projection of how close you were... miscalculation on my part... not your responsibility, but mine to see.   Readjustment under way, reassessment in...

A Secret

She has a secret. An incredibly luscious secret. A secret she can’t share with anyone. A secret impossible to transfer into words. A secret she does not want to share with anyone. A secret, tenuous, fragile.   She is...

He Thought About It

He thought about it as he awoke and rubbed the sleep from his eyes. He thought about it while he took his shower in the morning. He thought about it when he said, “Good morning.“ to his parents. He thought about it while he ate breakfast across the...

You Are An Exception...

Music has always been a priority for me. I don’t play an instrument but I love dancing. I become possessed with the rhythm. Music becomes a master, entering my core, taking control; I become its joyful slave. In my life it has been consistently...

I am undone...

It pulls me in, indifferent, without mercy. I struggle against a force that cares not for my wishes, it will have its way with me. As I approach I am blinded by the passion emanating from its glow. I shield my eyes from the brilliance but no matter,...